Monday, October 11, 2010
Just Keep Driving
A three day weekend yet again soiled by work. I am growing tired of school and my job, I am not left with much time to think. Everyone is pushing us to go to college as soon as we graduate high school and then enter the workforce. My worst fear is that I will wake up at 40 and regret all this. I don't really know what I want to do, all I know are video games and music, and it is sad to have no person to confide in. I never do what I really want to do because life gets in the way. An example would be when I drive to school or work every day, there is an inner force that just pushes me- pack a bag, take your cash and a map, and just keep driving.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Starting Out
Heya there. I might as well start with a little about myself. I am an extremely antisocial, depressed and emotionally scarred dude. I am paranoid, cynical, and have an unhealthy obsession with knives, weapons, comic books, webcomics, and video games. (And I wonder how I can't get a girlfriend)
Thanks to my relative average attractiveness, weird behavior, and interaction problems, I have never been kissed by a girl, held hands, or even obtained a hug longer than 30 seconds. I panic and blow up every plan I set into action and it always becomes a friend relationship. (I said this would be depressing)
If my audience of pity-ers becomes large enough, I hope to find a girl through this thing - (stalkers welcome if they don't harvest organs and pets!) hopefully I won't die in a hilarious accident before I get that far (but if I do, my will includes a friend updating this thing with the details)
If you are someone who takes a large part in trolling on websites and youtube comment panels, stay off this page, I have a lot of free time and I can find where you live.
I want to also press the matter that I am not some stupid whiny emo kid looking for attention, I can be pretty funny at times. By the way, I will make fun of nearly every subculture at some point. Get the hell over it.
--also, thanks for at least reading through the first post, it means a lot.
Thanks to my relative average attractiveness, weird behavior, and interaction problems, I have never been kissed by a girl, held hands, or even obtained a hug longer than 30 seconds. I panic and blow up every plan I set into action and it always becomes a friend relationship. (I said this would be depressing)
If my audience of pity-ers becomes large enough, I hope to find a girl through this thing - (stalkers welcome if they don't harvest organs and pets!) hopefully I won't die in a hilarious accident before I get that far (but if I do, my will includes a friend updating this thing with the details)
If you are someone who takes a large part in trolling on websites and youtube comment panels, stay off this page, I have a lot of free time and I can find where you live.
I want to also press the matter that I am not some stupid whiny emo kid looking for attention, I can be pretty funny at times. By the way, I will make fun of nearly every subculture at some point. Get the hell over it.
--also, thanks for at least reading through the first post, it means a lot.
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